who in my brain apparently doubles as a symbol for every woman I have ever met.
Ooooh, you've got one of those too? (I've never thought about it in these terms before, but I think this comment may explain a thing or two about me.)
Its like my subconscious is on some sort of crusade to get me to hate all women everywhere. I woke up awash in anger and frustration and guilt, the visceral, clawing emotions. Emotions that clung to me long after I had realized it had all just been an awful dream.
Been there, done that, man. It's really frightening to realize you can have that sort of thing inside you. But at the same time it's a relief to know you're healthy enough to have gotten rid of it through a dream, and not through physical actions with consequences.
all too literally the girl of your dreams
Date: 2005-11-29 04:19 pm (UTC)Ooooh, you've got one of those too?
(I've never thought about it in these terms before, but I think this comment may explain a thing or two about me.)
Its like my subconscious is on some sort of crusade to get me to hate all women everywhere. I woke up awash in anger and frustration and guilt, the visceral, clawing emotions. Emotions that clung to me long after I had realized it had all just been an awful dream.
Been there, done that, man. It's really frightening to realize you can have that sort of thing inside you. But at the same time it's a relief to know you're healthy enough to have gotten rid of it through a dream, and not through physical actions with consequences.