just a rant looking for a home
Dec. 9th, 2008 02:51 pm[Error: unknown template qotd]
sleetfall is a smart guy. I mentioned to him the other day that I had somewhat left LJ behind -- I still read it fairly religiously, but the days of my making regular lengthy posts seem to be behind me. And he said that he understood, but pointed out that at least my journal had kept me writing regularly. And that was unequivocally a good thing. Like I said, he's a smart guy.
Writer's Block questions like this, though? Make me think: good fucking riddance.
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Writer's Block questions like this, though? Make me think: good fucking riddance.
Belatedly stolen form
onceupon.
RULES:
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
( Other months under the cut... )
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RULES:
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold (or italicize) the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate.
( Other months under the cut... )
suppose I say 'you're my saving grace'
Aug. 18th, 2008 11:59 amI am following
dystopiac's lead, since I have been meaning to start posting to LJ again anyway.
It's been like 5 months since we started dating, so you would think I would have mentioned the fact that I have a girlfriend. That I have not done so should not in any way be considered a reflection upon her.
So, folks out there in LJ-land, this is Angela, alias
frendzimagnary. I think she is swell.
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It's been like 5 months since we started dating, so you would think I would have mentioned the fact that I have a girlfriend. That I have not done so should not in any way be considered a reflection upon her.
So, folks out there in LJ-land, this is Angela, alias
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[Error: unknown template qotd]That depends. Does knowing
dystopiac count as "being prepared"?
(I mean, I guess I would have to demonstrate my usefulness to her. I'm given to understand that there are a limited number of spots on her Apocalypse Team.)
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(I mean, I guess I would have to demonstrate my usefulness to her. I'm given to understand that there are a limited number of spots on her Apocalypse Team.)
Like with pie.
Jul. 21st, 2008 12:12 pmThis Summer, a villain will rise.
(No, I'm not talking about the Dark Knight. I will talk about the Dark Knight eventually, because it was staggeringly good. But later.)
I'm talking about Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog which, as of last night, is no longer free to watch but is still available on iTunes.
I think my friend Jaywalt put it best when he said, "It's like Joss Whedon got together with the internet and made a musical for you." He's absolutely right about that. Ever since I became obsessed with Jonathan Coulton I've had a thing for music about mad scientists (prior to Dr. Horrible, the latest incarnation of this obsession came in the form of Paul & Storm aping JoCo's style for the Masters of Song Fu contest with the inestimable song "Live".)
Take that thing and multiply it's awesomeness a thousand fold. Throw in Joss Whedon writing fantastic and positively Sondheim-ian musical numbers, Nathan Fillion being a laugh-riot mook and mugging for the camera, Neil Patrick Harris being funnier than he is in Harold & Kumar and darker than he is in How I Met Your Mother, a running gag about a Mr. Ed-style equine super villain (Bad Horse, the Thoroughbred of Sin), Felicia Day standing around looking sweet and pretty, Simon Helberg being unpleasantly sweaty... the list goes on and on. The number of cool elements in this thing is staggering. Every time you think it can't get better, it does.
It's a 3-act musical, with each act consisting of an episode about 14 minutes long. If you've somehow missed the tremendous internet buzz that this thing has generated, then I'm telling you now to get on board. You'll be walking around humming the songs for days to come.
(No, I'm not talking about the Dark Knight. I will talk about the Dark Knight eventually, because it was staggeringly good. But later.)
I'm talking about Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog which, as of last night, is no longer free to watch but is still available on iTunes.
I think my friend Jaywalt put it best when he said, "It's like Joss Whedon got together with the internet and made a musical for you." He's absolutely right about that. Ever since I became obsessed with Jonathan Coulton I've had a thing for music about mad scientists (prior to Dr. Horrible, the latest incarnation of this obsession came in the form of Paul & Storm aping JoCo's style for the Masters of Song Fu contest with the inestimable song "Live".)
Take that thing and multiply it's awesomeness a thousand fold. Throw in Joss Whedon writing fantastic and positively Sondheim-ian musical numbers, Nathan Fillion being a laugh-riot mook and mugging for the camera, Neil Patrick Harris being funnier than he is in Harold & Kumar and darker than he is in How I Met Your Mother, a running gag about a Mr. Ed-style equine super villain (Bad Horse, the Thoroughbred of Sin), Felicia Day standing around looking sweet and pretty, Simon Helberg being unpleasantly sweaty... the list goes on and on. The number of cool elements in this thing is staggering. Every time you think it can't get better, it does.
It's a 3-act musical, with each act consisting of an episode about 14 minutes long. If you've somehow missed the tremendous internet buzz that this thing has generated, then I'm telling you now to get on board. You'll be walking around humming the songs for days to come.
Regarding Doctor Who, Journey's End
Jul. 5th, 2008 08:32 pmAs a follow-up to last week's post (warning, there are SPOILERS in the comments,) here are my thoughts on the Series 4 finale (with apologies for the delay, I was traveling home from the Cape):
ZOMG SQUEE! NO WAY! YOU ARE KIDDING ME!
... Good luck & good night.
(Also, as an addendum: arrivederci Russell T. Davies, it was a Hell of a ride. All hail Steven Moffat! He is a known genius. That is all.)
ZOMG SQUEE! NO WAY! YOU ARE KIDDING ME!
... Good luck & good night.
(Also, as an addendum: arrivederci Russell T. Davies, it was a Hell of a ride. All hail Steven Moffat! He is a known genius. That is all.)
DW meme: When you see this post, quote from Doctor Who on your LJ.
"Oh come on. Give me a day like this. Give me this one." (The Doctor Dances)
(By the way, the current season? Is killing me. It's firing on all cylinders and utterly wrenching my heart. Turn Left was brutal and glorious, and the week-long wait between episodes is interminable.)
"Oh come on. Give me a day like this. Give me this one." (The Doctor Dances)
(By the way, the current season? Is killing me. It's firing on all cylinders and utterly wrenching my heart. Turn Left was brutal and glorious, and the week-long wait between episodes is interminable.)
That's now twice in my life that I've been sitting in the passenger seat of a Volvo
thablueguy was driving when some idiot smashed into us from behind at reckless speeds.
We're both fine, but the car is probably totaled.
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We're both fine, but the car is probably totaled.
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You are in a mall when the zombies attack. You have:
- one weapon.
- one song blasting on the speakers.
- one famous person to fight alongside you.
* Weapon can be real or fictional; you may assume endless ammo if applicable. Person can be real or fictional.
Impulse decisions, go!
hit me, I'm as ready as I'm gonna be
May. 14th, 2008 02:43 pmLast night I got home from work and, after a small amount of putzing around, decided to put a load of laundry in the wash. By my reckoning I had just enough time to get it started before my weekly Steam & Cinders Directors' meeting was scheduled to start. The situation had gotten somewhat dire; I'm a typical guy, and require only socks, t-shirts and underwear in my day-to-day existence. T-shirts I had, but socks were running low, and underwear was tapped out, so laundry had become necessary.
The washer/dryer in my apartment's basement sort of sucks, but provided you do smallish loads it can be coaxed to work. I only had enough quarters for one load anyway, so I figured I would do one load as a stop-gap and then do some more laundry at some future date when things had calmed down some (ha!)
So I loaded up my dirty laundry into the bag and, as is typical for me, swapped stuff out of my pockets before heading to the basement. Typically I carry my wallet and cell phone in my pants pockets at all times. Both of these items were now tossed onto my bed. The wallet was replaced with quarters, and my cell phone made way for my house keys. My house keys generally live in my coat pocket, but the door to our back stairwell locks automatically, and I don't like to chance being locked out (and I don't usually throw my coat on to go to the basement and do laundry.)
My laundry got underway, as did the meeting. I excused myself about a half an hour in to move my one load from the washer to the dryer, then returned and put it out of my mind. Several hours later there's a break in the action, so I dart downstairs to grab my laundry, intending to come up and fold it as we wrap up the meeting. Only I don't need to fold it, because some compulsive and well-meaning neighbor of mine has already done so. The dryer had been finished for about two hours at that point, so it's unsurprising to me that someone had pulled my stuff out of there. I'm grateful that they folded it instead of just leaving it in a heap as I would have done, but it's a little unnerving and creepy to have your underwear folded by a stranger.
I didn't dwell on it at the time, though. Just hastily stashed the folded laundry in my room and returned to the common area to finish up the meeting.
Cut to this morning, when I am getting ready for work. Running a bit later than I intended, I scramble to make myself presentable and just get out the door. Pat down my pockets -- what the Hell, why are my keys in there? Oh, I guess I never swapped back from last night. OK, so keys go into my jacket pocket. Remaining quarters go back into the quarters bucket. There's my cell phone, and my iPod, and...
Hmmm.
Where the Hell is my wallet?
After checking several places where I normally stash my wallet, and then several others where I wouldn't normally put it but where it might logically end up, I still came up empty. In the lead-up to the first S&C event,
thablueguy and I allowed our apartment to become something of a disaster area. It's not exactly filthy, just overwhelmingly messy and cluttered with crafting supplies and LARP-related paraphernalia. As a result of this my room's natural messiness has been kicked into overdrive. And so very quickly it dawned on me that, even though I'm highly confident my wallet is still in my apartment somewhere, a thorough top-to-bottom search for it was a fairly daunting and hopeless prospect.
Alternating periods of enraged frustration and stymied hopelessness ensued. In the end I grabbed some cash from my rainy day fund and came in to work late (which meant buying a Charlie Ticket, as my Charlie Card is, of course, in my wallet); I could have just worked from home, but I'm not confident I would have been able to stop myself from looking all day long enough to get any work done. In fact, if I had stayed home, in the end I probably would have flipped out and begun cleaning my room. Which would have been good -- it's unlikely to happen in the next few days otherwise -- but I have stuff to do at work and just couldn't accommodate that particular bout of crazy at this juncture.
I'm really hopeful that my wallet turns up quickly, when I get back to searching for it. I'm just trying to reassure myself that it will be OK. I'm calmer now than I was on my way to work, but even so, there's part of me that wants to blow off all my plans and just find the damn thing, if only for my peace of mind. But my wallet and it's contents are just things, in the end, and since I believe them to be still in my possession (even if I don't have them on hand at the moment) I am trying as hard as I am to chill out and live without them.
The washer/dryer in my apartment's basement sort of sucks, but provided you do smallish loads it can be coaxed to work. I only had enough quarters for one load anyway, so I figured I would do one load as a stop-gap and then do some more laundry at some future date when things had calmed down some (ha!)
So I loaded up my dirty laundry into the bag and, as is typical for me, swapped stuff out of my pockets before heading to the basement. Typically I carry my wallet and cell phone in my pants pockets at all times. Both of these items were now tossed onto my bed. The wallet was replaced with quarters, and my cell phone made way for my house keys. My house keys generally live in my coat pocket, but the door to our back stairwell locks automatically, and I don't like to chance being locked out (and I don't usually throw my coat on to go to the basement and do laundry.)
My laundry got underway, as did the meeting. I excused myself about a half an hour in to move my one load from the washer to the dryer, then returned and put it out of my mind. Several hours later there's a break in the action, so I dart downstairs to grab my laundry, intending to come up and fold it as we wrap up the meeting. Only I don't need to fold it, because some compulsive and well-meaning neighbor of mine has already done so. The dryer had been finished for about two hours at that point, so it's unsurprising to me that someone had pulled my stuff out of there. I'm grateful that they folded it instead of just leaving it in a heap as I would have done, but it's a little unnerving and creepy to have your underwear folded by a stranger.
I didn't dwell on it at the time, though. Just hastily stashed the folded laundry in my room and returned to the common area to finish up the meeting.
Cut to this morning, when I am getting ready for work. Running a bit later than I intended, I scramble to make myself presentable and just get out the door. Pat down my pockets -- what the Hell, why are my keys in there? Oh, I guess I never swapped back from last night. OK, so keys go into my jacket pocket. Remaining quarters go back into the quarters bucket. There's my cell phone, and my iPod, and...
Hmmm.
Where the Hell is my wallet?
After checking several places where I normally stash my wallet, and then several others where I wouldn't normally put it but where it might logically end up, I still came up empty. In the lead-up to the first S&C event,
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Alternating periods of enraged frustration and stymied hopelessness ensued. In the end I grabbed some cash from my rainy day fund and came in to work late (which meant buying a Charlie Ticket, as my Charlie Card is, of course, in my wallet); I could have just worked from home, but I'm not confident I would have been able to stop myself from looking all day long enough to get any work done. In fact, if I had stayed home, in the end I probably would have flipped out and begun cleaning my room. Which would have been good -- it's unlikely to happen in the next few days otherwise -- but I have stuff to do at work and just couldn't accommodate that particular bout of crazy at this juncture.
I'm really hopeful that my wallet turns up quickly, when I get back to searching for it. I'm just trying to reassure myself that it will be OK. I'm calmer now than I was on my way to work, but even so, there's part of me that wants to blow off all my plans and just find the damn thing, if only for my peace of mind. But my wallet and it's contents are just things, in the end, and since I believe them to be still in my possession (even if I don't have them on hand at the moment) I am trying as hard as I am to chill out and live without them.
A month ago today, I turned 26 years old. 26 is more than a quarter century.
I used to honestly believe that being grown up wasn't half as fun as growing up.
Now I know better.
To paraphrase Randall Munroe, now that I'm a grown-up I know that it's my turn to decide what that means.
I'm feeling pretty stoked about this revelation.
I used to honestly believe that being grown up wasn't half as fun as growing up.
Now I know better.
To paraphrase Randall Munroe, now that I'm a grown-up I know that it's my turn to decide what that means.
I'm feeling pretty stoked about this revelation.
I've just got 'round to watching the Series 4 premiere of Doctor Who.
( Cut for those who have somehow avoided all spoilers for Series 4 including the promos. )
( Cut for those who have somehow avoided all spoilers for Series 4 including the promos. )
some monday meme-age, the user icon meme
Mar. 31st, 2008 02:43 pmLet's play a game:
1. Reply to this post, and I will pick five of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon squee!!
My selections come from
off_coloratura:
A.
This is one of two icons I have that are all about the Phillipine Monkey-Eating Eagle, an animal you have to respect based on its name alone. I like unusual animals, and as one of the world's largest eagles (it has a 7' wingspan!) the Phillipine Eagle definitely qualifies. Also they actually eat monkeys. The picture in question is delightfully ridiculous; the bird looks to me like it's smirking, and who doesn't like the look of a giant terrifying bird of prey that could eat your dog smirking at them? I find it useful for both snarky posts and snarky replies, so it sees a fair bit of circulation when I remember I have it.
B.
I think this is my most recent icon, and it's taken from a series of interior photos I found of the House on the Rock. I first became aware of the House on the Rock when I read Neil Gaiman's American Gods and I've been quietly fascinated with it ever since. I needed something steampunk-y for when I make posts to
steamncinders, and this was the first thing I found which fit the bill in a cool way. The effect is possibly ruined by being reduced to 100x100 pixels, but what can you do?
C.
A classic, in my opinion. Before John Allison drew the web-fabulous Scary Go Round, he tried to break into the traditional newspaper syndicates with a strip called Bobbins. The archives used to be online, although they aren't really in any usable form anymore, much to my dismay. This dialogue balloon is from one of my all-time favorite Bobbins, in which Shelley has a pixie-spasm and pounces on Tim after Tim makes the (clearly spurious) claim that he is not a failure in love, but rather on a love hiatus, recharging for superior future love. It's such an utterly nonsensical turn of phrase, useful for so many occasions.
D.
This is another theft from the brilliant John Allison, in this case a t-shirt design. In the heyday of Bobbins, one of the main male characters (I think it was Ryan, but I have a nagging suspicion it may have been Tim after all) wrote a fictional autobiography describing his life as a punk rock anarchist. He made excessive use of the totally excellent catchphrase "Tuppin' Liberty". This design appeared on a t-shirt alongside the catchphrase in the early days of Scary Go Round, when it still had a lot of crossover with the old Bobbins shtick. I chose this icon back when I first got a account, going abruptly from 3 icons to 15, and it doesn't see as much use as I'd like, but I'm neurotically incapable of deleting old icons, and so it persists, despite not really having a particular niche it fills.
E.
Man, all of my early icons were stolen from webcomics. This is the artwork of the talented Faith Erin Hicks, from her first online comic Demonology 101. I was (and am) a big fan of this comic, and had a weakness for Mackenzie, the spastic and ridiculous secondary character friend of the main character. There's some truly excellent sequence during which the primary dialogue is full of weighty and important things, and then there's Mackenzie, ranting in the background about how she's got her eye on the (clearly) big evil characters. No one pays her any mind as she gets all paranoid and shifty-eyed and mutters to herself about how she will not only keep an eye on him, but keep "both freakin' eyes" on him. I tend to use this one when I am feeling Mackenzie-ish (i.e. spastic and ridiculous and paranoid) so rather a lot, really.
1. Reply to this post, and I will pick five of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon squee!!
My selections come from
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A.
B.
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C.
D.
E.
So apparently SUP (the Russian company that recently acquired this site from Six Apart) has disabled the creation of ad-free Basic Accounts on LiveJournal. So it's been reported, anyway -- my understanding is that they tried to slip the change in under the radar, buried in obscure language in an announcement, but their cagey users found them out. They also noticed some subtle censorship taking place in the Most Popular Interests list, and now the hardcore LJ kids are up in arms.
I could get riled up about this, about the fundamental lack of understanding of the user base being displayed, but really, why bother? The site is a business, and they are trying to run it like one. And they're doing it in a shady and asinine way, and if they piss off their user/customers enough, they'll lose money. That's a pretty strong feedback loop, a pretty sharp learning curve, so here's hoping they'll learn.
But I'm honestly not sure how much I care anymore.
Don't get me wrong. I'm a die-hard. I'll be here until the bitter end. I've been on LJ for over 6 years, and I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. My friends page is still an important stop in my daily browsing, and I expect it to remain as such for the foreseeable future. If nothing else, it's a convenient aggregator for RSS feeds from elsewhere (I kid, I kid.)
Still, this flub on SUP's part makes a pretty convenient clarion call for the beginning of the end. It will take a while, but sooner or later this too shall fall into obscurity (and go dead, entombed in distant servers, &c.) And it will just be another cultural phenomenon that exploded and changed the way human beings communicate and went mainstream and, in the end, was displaced by something newer and smarter.
Oh, you thought I was talking about LiveJournal? Oh, no. No, I was talking about blogs. In general.
But I digress.
In a conveniently related announcement, I have started moving some of my blog-like content elsewhere (this is in addition to the Twitter account I've had for a while now.) Redoing my tags made me realize how much link-dumping I was doing here, in place of actual posts, so now I have a Tumblelog (by Tumblr), and I highly recommend you check it out.
I've also started putting a bunch of my really pretentious indie gaming musings on an entirely separate blog (syndicated here:
enthusiastick.) I knew not all of my LJ friends would be interested in reading that stuff, and a lot of my other friends in that circle have WordPress blogs. I could have set up a custom friends filter, but as I said, why bother? I was moving webspaces anyway, so the timing just seemed right.
And, as it turned out, it was.
I could get riled up about this, about the fundamental lack of understanding of the user base being displayed, but really, why bother? The site is a business, and they are trying to run it like one. And they're doing it in a shady and asinine way, and if they piss off their user/customers enough, they'll lose money. That's a pretty strong feedback loop, a pretty sharp learning curve, so here's hoping they'll learn.
But I'm honestly not sure how much I care anymore.
Don't get me wrong. I'm a die-hard. I'll be here until the bitter end. I've been on LJ for over 6 years, and I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. My friends page is still an important stop in my daily browsing, and I expect it to remain as such for the foreseeable future. If nothing else, it's a convenient aggregator for RSS feeds from elsewhere (I kid, I kid.)
Still, this flub on SUP's part makes a pretty convenient clarion call for the beginning of the end. It will take a while, but sooner or later this too shall fall into obscurity (and go dead, entombed in distant servers, &c.) And it will just be another cultural phenomenon that exploded and changed the way human beings communicate and went mainstream and, in the end, was displaced by something newer and smarter.
Oh, you thought I was talking about LiveJournal? Oh, no. No, I was talking about blogs. In general.
But I digress.
In a conveniently related announcement, I have started moving some of my blog-like content elsewhere (this is in addition to the Twitter account I've had for a while now.) Redoing my tags made me realize how much link-dumping I was doing here, in place of actual posts, so now I have a Tumblelog (by Tumblr), and I highly recommend you check it out.
I've also started putting a bunch of my really pretentious indie gaming musings on an entirely separate blog (syndicated here:
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And, as it turned out, it was.
If I were to take a road trip to the House on the Rock (and really, how else would you get there?), Google Maps estimates that it would be about 19 hours worth of driving. It's not all that different from the drive to Chicago that I did a few times, only with Boston as a point of departure rather than Hartford. Leaving from Boston the direct route would have as possible stops along the way:
Some of those are, of course, places I have been before. But I could do it in style, this time, if I chose. Save up money and do a great big road trip to the heart of the country. The sort of thing perfectly suited for the Summer.
Maybe I'm crazy.
- Albany, NY
- Rochester, NY
- Buffalo, NY
- Eerie, PA
- Cleveland, OH
- South Bend, IN
- Chicago, IL
- Rockford, IL
- Madison, WI
Some of those are, of course, places I have been before. But I could do it in style, this time, if I chose. Save up money and do a great big road trip to the heart of the country. The sort of thing perfectly suited for the Summer.
Maybe I'm crazy.
Just a quick head's up: JoCo is doing a concert with Paul & Storm in Northampton on Thursday, April 3rd. So I will (once again) be looking for people to come to the show with me... only instead of being conveniently in Somerville, this show will involve an actual road trip. All interested parties should feel free to get in touch with me and mark your calendars.
Sometimes productivity is better than relaxation.
Things have been somewhat stressful in my life lately, both at work and in my leisure time. That isn't necessarily an indicator that anything is wrong, but it has a tendency to leave me feeling run ragged and out of sorts. And one of the byproducts of that is I start just getting through the day. Living hour-to-hour and day-to-day and not lifting my head to look at the bigger picture. A few times in the last couple of months I've arrived at Friday night with nothing to do and no real plans for the weekend. And while a nice evening in spent puttering in front of the television is restful and good every now and again, doing so too much leaves me feeling like a loser, emotionally; I feel as though I haven't got any friends, even though I have.
This past weekend was not like that. It was a total whirlwind. After work on Friday there was a company outing to Good Times, which is rumored to be closing in April (to make way for an Ikea, eventually, if the stories are to be believed.) It snowed all day Friday, making the outing something of an adventure. Saturday I spent the whole day at Camp Denison in Georgetown, helping with construction and rebuilding to make sure that
steamncinders is good to go this Spring. And then Sunday afternoon I showed up in Watertown to help
dippy423 effect a move to Brookline. I only pitched in for a couple of hours, but by Sunday evening I was feeling drained and as sore as an old man.
And now it's Monday and I'm back at work (and, as
thablueguy put it, grateful to just be sitting on my ass in front of a desk for the day.) And, oddly, there's a way in which this taxing and exhausting weekend was more restorative than a weekend spent sitting on my ass might have been. I worked hard, which made me feel productive. And that sense of accomplishment is good for the soul; even if the root causes of the stress in my life are still unresolved (for the moment, anyway) it's good to know that I did something, actively did something about them. Sure, what I did may have been tangential to the root causes in the first place. But activity is preferable to sitting around with anxiety preying on my mind and my dreams.
My blog is in a sad state, I know, but it's been a long Winter. Bear with me, and I'll try and get back in the habit.
Things have been somewhat stressful in my life lately, both at work and in my leisure time. That isn't necessarily an indicator that anything is wrong, but it has a tendency to leave me feeling run ragged and out of sorts. And one of the byproducts of that is I start just getting through the day. Living hour-to-hour and day-to-day and not lifting my head to look at the bigger picture. A few times in the last couple of months I've arrived at Friday night with nothing to do and no real plans for the weekend. And while a nice evening in spent puttering in front of the television is restful and good every now and again, doing so too much leaves me feeling like a loser, emotionally; I feel as though I haven't got any friends, even though I have.
This past weekend was not like that. It was a total whirlwind. After work on Friday there was a company outing to Good Times, which is rumored to be closing in April (to make way for an Ikea, eventually, if the stories are to be believed.) It snowed all day Friday, making the outing something of an adventure. Saturday I spent the whole day at Camp Denison in Georgetown, helping with construction and rebuilding to make sure that
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And now it's Monday and I'm back at work (and, as
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My blog is in a sad state, I know, but it's been a long Winter. Bear with me, and I'll try and get back in the habit.